Day 22

Saturday is a good day to blog cos saturdays i come bk fr mwh. Today we went to ECP. Not as fun as i'd hope it'll be cos the elderly r just not as excited as us abt gg to the beach. Well, we did end up playing 'monkey' there with a few residents-- only 4 volunteers and 2 residents actually, as the only girl i felt quite extra but the resident who was the most "on" was whom i was assigned to, so i was resigned to play. We're a bunch of self-entertainers ^^.

Then when 1 resident wanted to go to the toilet and his volunteer was a girl, I went to ask another guy to go assist. Only later then i realised he's a new volunteer! and I was like oh gosh, what if he decides not to come again?! Later I heard 1 resident wet himself....I wonder if it's the same one....oh no...oh no....my fault....Feel quite bad again cos i cldn't play chess with another resident today as he wasn't allowed to go. He called me on my mobile at the end of the session n ask me whether i wanted to stay bk to play. However as the gang was gg out for dinner i said no. Feel bad cos i got a feeling he was looking fwd to it + someone today commented that i got A* for 爱心... Oh no....I think i certainly don't deserve the honour... Leng also said when she dropped me she observed that i shook hands with 1 of the resident patronizingly... i really got to find back my sincerity.....

Project work worries instilled by SMin today-- 5 litres